In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
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So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done
[Chorus:]
I’ll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done
Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty
[Pre-Chorus]
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For what I’ve done
I start again
And [...]
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core of forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture’s there
The memory won’t escape me
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We’re stuck in a place so dark, you can hardly see
A manner of matter that splits, with the words I breathe
An’ as the rain drips, acidic [...]
I didn’t think that I had a debt to pay
‘Til they came to take what I had left away
You said you wouldn’t put me to the test today
But I remember you saying that yesterday
There was a time when your mind wasn’t out of control
Every memory and confession born out of your soul
Like a pill you [...]
memories consume
like opening the wound
i’m picking me apart again
you all assume
i’m safe here in my room
(unless i try to start again)
i don’t want to be the one
the battles always choose
’cause inside i realize
that i’m the one confused
i don’t know what’s worth fighting for
or why i have to scream
i don’t know why i instigate
and say what [...]
when i pretend
everything is what i want it to be
i look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
when i pretend
i can forget about the criminal i am
stealing second after second just cause i know i can / but
i can’t pretend this is the way it will stay / i’m just
trying to bend the [...]